you people would be by now SUBERBLY bored with reading for maybe the millionth time abt how much i love this guy here. hehehe but i cant help it. i just do love him to death!!! he's officially the centre of my universe and after all this time, he still makes me weak in the knees..my eyes glimmer everytime i see his pictures..a smile rushes on my face as soon as i hear his voice!!! cupids just striking me harder n harder with each passing year and it doesnt hurt to love him more n more n crayyzeee more!!! its more like i fall in love with him all over again with the beginning of each month..everything feels brand new again.the impact of all the emotions i feel for him is immensely strong n overwhelming. He makes me feel every emotion to its core.we have a strange 'love' story..pretty intriguing. our relationship happend by 'default' hehehe..even tho classmates, we were never infatuated with one another..but after we happened..n with time we grew into eachother n when love finally happend..o man it happened HARD!!now for the past 1 n half yrs..we've defied the odds and actually survived a long dis relationship and funnily enuff..the distance made us fall in love all over again..hehe maybe even more than eever before! aaannd patience pays off ppl it pays off BIG! im so proud of our relationship jaan..ure everything i ever wanted and im so thankful for you. theres just one Sarah Jamil and one SHibaab Rahman n God intended us for eachother. hehe more like custom made u for me! awh jaan i cant wait to see you jaan..just one n half more months n jeez im actually blushing by the thot of seeing u after 10 months jaan but the ANTICIPATIONS KILLING MEEEE!!! IAM excited beyond words!!! i cant wait to hug you..and kiss u..and kiss u...and kiss u...*blink* *blinky* *blink* *big cheeeky grin* i love u with my everything n i know u love me even more !!! hehe MUAHS!

My CHESKI BaYbeeeeee!!! I LooOOOooooVee YoUUuuu!!!! cant WAIT to See YOU on NOVEMBER Jaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannn!!!! SalVation FinaaLLYyyyyy!!!!! I Love U sooo Much!! *chuma chuma ador ador & Lots of Bhalobasha and Prem* hehehe

With so many bengalis on this damn site, why isnt there a HARAMJADA Hi-5?? If so, I'd send you one! :P

Shibaab, Shibaab, Shibaab...

Now tell me Shibaab, what haven't we been through in life?? Most of the points on our checklist have been ticked off, man there has been some serious shit happening in our lives. Unfortunately, even the worst shit had to have happened. Saw the whole lot, and you where always there, haven't missed a step in the ladder as yet, and hopefully, we'll find a why down this shaky ladder once and for all. Now that I think of it, thats a weird ass metaphor in itself, most people are attempting to climb up it. But both of us know, we take two steps up, and we realize how fucked up it is up there, and then take a few steps below, well look out below, who knows what it to beheld there?? Just to let you know, that I got your back, and no matter how fucked up things get, as long as I'm breathing (I'm breathing now right??) I stickem up for ya. And done don't float about anymore :P...

i remember the day so vividly in my mind..the day when u left. it was like as if a truck had hit me..more like my heart was crushed under tons tons of iron. man did that hurt! yeah n then the months that followed, i had bouts and bouts of post seperation anxiety attacks. and that was cured with an exclusive week with u in sydney. i realised how crazy i was about, i realised how much i felt for u, i realised theres just no one else like you and that only u can love me the way u love me.
even after a yr, i still have bouts and bouts (just triple the amount) of post seperation anxiety and depression and well its just shitty that i actually count down days to see you..the numbers keep growing but everything eventually ends and my counting down days will be over too..i cant for that..ehehe its like my ultimate goal in life now!
my 4th testimonial..and the same thing yet again..after 2 n half yrs I'm still officially crazy in love with you..and nothing will ever change my beautiful truth...hehe till then bear with my moodswings!!! i love u jaan.

hi loveeeee!!! i miss you very very very much!! im hoping to see you by the end of the year if u come to dhaka OR early next year!! whoo-hoo!! nelly is asking me to tell you to move to freaking Canberra.. and then we can all live together! which will be so cool.. heheh :) i hope things are great with you and if they are not.. i know they will be.. things are awesome between me and nelly.. would be better if u wer back home though.. we miss you! see you soon! lots of love! spread it!

hye shibaab bhaiya...watup???????? havent seen u an' sarah apu in long long time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! take care..peace.....:D:D

28th Jan:
2 years and still rock solid. still feels kinda surreal that 2 whole years have come to an end.it still feels like things just began a few days back!
we've had one hell of a time these past 2 yrs huh? hehe crazy rollercoaster ride but all for the good. yes we've had our bad times, and yes you've made me realise tht my temper can really really soar!!! U've made me cry numerous times. sometimes u made me feel like a lost soul cos i got soooo confused with a few things u said or did. sometimes i never got you. sometimes, u compelled me to give you the silent treatment. U've made me realise i have the power to hurt beacause of the times i hurt you and along with tht, U've made me realise how selfish i could get. U've also turned me into a very appealing shade of green haha lotsa times!
But,
U always made me feel beautiful. U always gave me respect. U always understood. U always sacrificed. U always gave it your all to see me smile. U were always there when i needed a helping hand, or when i needed to take my anger,happiness and sorrows out. u were always my stregnth personified. U gave me sound advice during those grim phases of life. U made me laugh till i couldnt laugh anymore and still just Had to laugh! U made my heart smile with ur everyday gestures. U loved n cared unconditionally these past 2 years.
u know the bestest thing? With each day, i grow to love u even more.
Theres no one else i'd rather be with other than u. I love you with all my life. U'l always be tht one guy whom i'd think of every time i'd hear a love song. U'l always be HIM, my better half, tht person who knows me inside out, my Soulmate. IN 40 yrs time, U'l be tht person who'm i'd hold hands and reminisce life with.
Being far away from you, for the past 6 months has been torturous. Even though i tend to breakdown at times, there's no way i'l let go. I'l hold on tight..like really tight and laugh at the distance!
It's been week 3 since our last 22 days together and i miss you like anything. I miss the way u smile, the way you look at me, the way u held me, ur cologne, hehe ur hair fixation n the way u called me 'jaan' n 'blondie',i just miss you.
2006 and our 3rd yr in the making. i hope u know tht i love u till death and tht U R everything i need and tht we'l always be forever. i'l do anything n everything to make this work. i know it will cos we were meant to be.
i love you jaan. i cant wait to be with you during summer.
i'm all yours, now n forever.
Here's to US:Cheers! happy 2nd yr anniversary baby!!woohoo! =)

this is the 3rd testimonial..hehe theres just so much to write abt u!! well i love you. i love you because you're this big heart that beats with tender loving care. i wonder where you were all my life? i know i was lost b4 i met you and now i have every reason to celebrate life, cos i have u in it. u've seen every side of me. hehe..how torturous were all those strange bad sides of me? i know it must have driven u up the wall..but u still at the end of the day told me u loved me and gave me that warm hug tht i soo miss jaan now tht we're far apart. every night when i close my eyes to sleep i hear ur voice whispering goodnight to me. everytime i wake up in the morning,i feel like u wake me up with a kiss..thats what i want..to wake up every morning beside u. and the moments tht we've shared for 2 whole years, these moments r going to last till the end. u have made me see tht love exists. tht trust n commitment rnt just mere words. u've picked me up during those times i had no stregnth to stand up on my two feet. u were the one who held me tight during the times i was scared of life. u gave me love unconditionally all the way. we've been through so much, we've grown up thru those experiences and i feel like no one cud ever love me n see me the way u do. ure the only person who comes close to understanding me. No one can ever replace u. no one cud ever come close to being a beautiful person like u.and the love i have for u jaan is something tht'l never cease. i respect you and i think ur a beautiful human. i want u to be happy, and as selfish as i may sound, i want u to be happy with me. ure my destiny. i dont think i have ever hidden anything frm u. i'm this open book to u...u can read every thought every feeling every emotion proccessing in me. best part is even during the times i mess up, i can totally come n confess because i know u'd understand tht i'm human n i can make mistakes too. u've spoilt me rotten by loving me so much. now i cannot imagine me without u. ur my pride. my pillar of stregnth and ur my beautiful truth. and i love u. i know god and destiny or ppl for tht matter can never take us away frm eachother becos they just know tht..WE were meant to be. U complete me jaan.muah.

waaazzaaaa shibab bhaiya..kool pro..,miss u,love ya loadz..b bak soon...buh bye

hieee sweety,
ppl...this is THE most caring,wity and genuine guy around! he's just soooo amazing! a true friend who can make u laugh when you're crying urself a river! the guy you picture in a shining armour, riding a white horse in a pursuit of saving u at the nick of time..most probably will be him! and he's every girl's 'ideal boyfriend' and the bestest part is...that He IS ALL MINE(*TOO BAD)*!!! i love him so MUCH!!!***

i looooooovvveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee u baby!!!!!